I am just trying to get by. Trying to learn more about my origins.
7th-Apr-2005 11:42 pm
life has been too fast for me to keep up. mother visited me and the dear woman rought me the rest of my cd collection. that was really really great of her. actually what she did was put all my cds into one of those zipper cd binder dodads.
Otherwise she may not have been allowed to take it on a regular plane, show would ofneeded to put it on special cargo.
However it is not as many cds as Kevin D. has. The entire wall of his apartment is simpley covered end to end with cds.
Whenever i hear rush on the radio, i think about my young life. sometimes i get so melancholy and I cant take the idea of aging. the thought that i am almost an old man scares me. i still feel like a kiddo.
i dont want to grow up, live just doesnt seem worht it after you hit 25. now i have the big 2-8 comiing up drawing me ever closer to 30 which draws me ever closer to 40 then 50 then 60 then kaput.
someone call kevorkian. i want out of this freakshow.