I am just trying to get by. Trying to learn more about my origins.
26th-Sep-2005 09:21 pm
I just moved into my new digs in Yonkers, NY. I decided to move upstate because I wanted a quieter lifestyle than the one I had. I really need the focus in order to achieve my zen, something that has been seemingly missing from my life latley. I am having an existential crisis of sorts and my life is sordidly messy. I have been slowly breaking down over the past few months and it is like nothing else that I have ever been through. Thank god for my new boyfriend Alesandro. He has been so supportive of me and a really great crutch. Anyway My new pas is decorated in hues of blue beacause life is aquatic, and I am a fish, baby.
Each day is a struggle. Each day is a mountain that I need to surrmount.